Six months ago today was a new beginning and I didn't even realize it. Six months ago today I met someone who would change everything and even though he's not a part of my life anymore his influence is. Six months ago today I didn't know I had found exactly what I had been looking for -- something that brought me a happiness that everything is now measured against. Six months have come and gone and so have he and I. And sometimes I wonder what's happening right now that will change everything... six months from now.